no ordinary life!

well looks like i have a new addiction..

hanazakari no kimitachi (or hana-kimi) by hisaya nakajo, centers on Mizuki Ashiya, a Japanese girl who lives in
the United States. One day, she sees a track and field competition on
TV, and becomes attracted to one of the competitors, Izumi Sano,
competing in the high jump. She begins to idolize the young athlete and
eventually transfers to Japan to attend the same school that Sano
attends. There is a catch, however — Sano attends an all-boys high school, named Osaka Gakuen, and Mizuki must disguise herself as a boy to enter.

from:  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hana-Kimi

this is definitely one good manga, the story is so interesting that you have to wait for the next volume to be released. there is also a live-action into this one, a taiwanese and a jdorama. i still prefer the jdorama one.. coz one of the casts is Shirota Yuu as Kagurazaka, kind of a bad guy in here, but man he is so hot!! *drool*

there are a lot of characters here in this manga that i love so much..
example?
dr hokuto umeda:

The doctor at the school’s nurse office. He knows that Mizuki is a
girl, gives her advice, and pretty much acts like a older brother or
uncle to her. Umeda is gay. He is the uncle of Minami Nanba and brother
to both Io (Minami’s mother) and Rio. He is also in love with one of
his old friends, another character from a different one of Hisaya
Nakajo’s stories. For some reason, Karasuma (the reporter hounding
Sano) is very terrified of him, but he just explains that he "shut her
up" since she was "all freaked out about something and wouldn’t shut
up" while he was in a bad mood. He has a tendency to kick people in the
head. 

guess who he loves…..

a guy!! da-dun!!

yup! definitely my fave character, he just makes my world go round and round, that eventhough this isn’t a shounen-ai manga, there are some scenes that show this genré.

banzai for nakajo-sensei!! BANZAI!! BANZAI!!

another one is: sekime nakao:

A somewhat effeminate boy who seriously likes Nanba. He was upset
for losing the beauty pageant because he helped Mizuki when she was
kidnapped. At first, he was secretive about being in love with Nanba,
but eventually became less subtle. Towards the end of the series, he
confesses his feelings to Nanba, though is rejected. He’d even attack
the girls that tried to flirt with Nanba, tackling them, glaring at
them, etc.

He’s also a former winner of the Miss Osaka pageant, during his first year at Osaka.

yup this guy also shows the shounen-ai genré.
nanba is the 2nd dorm’s head and is very well-known for being a womanizer, yup a chick-boy alright!! hehe..

another is: taiki kayashima :

Taiki is Nakatsu’s roommate, and has the ability to see ghosts and
detect auras. He is always doing Nakatsu’s aura report. He’s also into yoga. When he first comes to Osaka High, he was teased by others due to his ESP skills. However, Nakatsu sees him as a good friend.

In volume 4, Nakajo noted that Kayashima took his name from the "Kayashima Station", a railway station on the Keihan Main Line.
He also claimed that many workers were injured during the construction
of the station, as a large tree was considered to be cut down. The tree
was later preserved, and the station was built around it. Incidentally,
"Taiki" means "large tree".

eventhough he doesn’t how shounen-ai thingies, he’s definitely one interesting guy. he keeps on scaring his friends since he can see ghosts and stuffs.. hehe..

the main characters, i like them too.. i mean a lot, but these 3 guys are the ones i want to emphasize on.

well i’ve got more to tell but it’s till here for the meantime..

see yah!!

well it was really weird for janine to pull me out of the blue telling me that i’ll replace merl for the 10k girl role for their group’s game show..

well i did mess a lot of times and a lot really happened this afternoon..
first, janine pulling me..
second, me messing up during the practice and the shoot
third, patricia bike-napped my Lavy then kyle
fourth, somebody unexpected showed up
fifth, i was seen by my aunts (scared to death)
sixth, since i was scared to death i can’t go inside the house and had to go "tambay"
outside for one hour.. just to make the tension built in my head go away..
seventh, good thing they didn’t react into it..phew..
(a lot relieved)
8th, i’m now sleepy
9th, yet i’m still using internet                            and
10th, good night! i’m gonna go to sleep now!!

As I began to walk through the road of life,
I’ve felt a lot things in it.
Mainly joy, sweetness and love,
But I realized something else too.

That as I continued to walk further,
Those aren’t the only things I can feel.
I then met sadness, sorrow and pain.
I felt depressed and disappointed.

A lot of people came into my life,
They’ve let me know what joy and love is.
I trusted them with all of my heart.
But they wounded that heart of mine.

I then got used to more pain.
Those people who made me feel love,
Tricked me, used me and made fun of me.
Now I don’t trust people that easily.

Then you came into my life.
We were introduced to each other.
They’re your family and they’re my friends.
So I considered you my friend too.

We began to talk with each other.
We became good friends and so I trusted you.
Then you said something somewhat painful.
You said that you like me.

I began to remember every painful moments,
Every harsh actions they’ve done to hurt me.
I didn’t know what to do and believe in.
I hesitated on what I began to feel.

I didn’t know that somehow I was falling for you.
Falling with the kindest and nicest guy to me.
But I’m still hesitating on it,doubting myself.
I didn’t want to get hurt and be in pain again.

I confessed that to you cause,
I didn’t want to hide it too.
I told you your chances on me,
And you said that you’ll wait.

You made a promise that you would try,
Try not to change for me, so you won’t hurt me.
But there’s still something, something weird,
And bothering my heart to love again.

You told me once of this girl.
Whom you loved truly.
But she broke your heart into pieces.
You felt sad and hurt because of her.

I couldn’t help but think,
"What if I wouldn’t be able to replace her?"
"What if she told you that she still loves you and wants you back?"
Will you still stay with me and fulfill your promise.

I’m just opening the chances
That this would happen in the future.
And that I won’t be that strong.
To change it on how I want it to be.

I’m scared of getting hurt again.
It breaks my heart again and again.
Feeling love then ending up with pain again.
I never wanted to feel that, that’s why I’m scared.

I don’t know if you got what I wanted to tell you. I suck in making these kinda things.There’s still a lot of time we could use, to know each other more.Just to make myself sure about this b’cause I don’t want to hurt you like the way she did to you.
I would never want to hurt someone whose kindness and love is pure for someone he loves. I still can’t say those three words you said to me this night. I’m still traumatized with my past, it’s still haunting me. But I always feel my heart and life alive again,just knowing that you’re there,loving me.

Just give me time,to ensure myself, to know you intently, to love myself again, to trust people around me again.

I love you for who you are,right now as a good friend.
I wanna make it legal if ever..
Thank you for everything,
my hugable, cute, soft…and kissable (eerr,,kinda,,) TEDDYBEAR!!

TPS students..beware..
9 more days to go before another frightening day starts..
that means the start of school my dear friends..

"ok cut the crap!" somebody yells..

ok, i don’t wanna have school yet..can we atleast start classes at july?
i think that’s too much..
but i really don’t wanna face those tons of school work again..
now for the fact that our class (3rd year Gandhi) , rumored, only has 17 students in it!! compared to last year’s 2nd year class (pioneer) which has 23 students..

6 students transferred!!  that’s a lot of people for me.. huhuhuhu..
*sulks in one corner*

anyways, we can’t do anything about it..
we’ll just have to see as classes starts and as days pass by..
all of us can work this! aja!!

see you guys on the orientation/ open-house day, june 11
and on the start of classes, june 13…

let us welcome the new students with open arms!!

I thought I had the chance,
to replace her there.
Feeling love with you,
makes me comfortable.

But now I know,
You’re with her again.
Making things right.
Working things out.

Am I worthy to love?
Are you worthy to love?
Is she worthy to love?
Are we worthy to be?

it sucks..yeah i know that..
just something i came up..
after sulking about something..

it just sucks..

i just don’t know what’s wrong with me.
i can’t help myself to stop from crying.
i can’t help myself to stop remembering the past..

i remember the old days, the happy and sad ones..
it’s like i’m traveling back in time..
but i don’t want this to happen..

right now i’m having a hard time.
i don’t feel like eating again..
this whole week i haven’t been eating properly..

no breakfast…
no lunch…
no dinner…just water the whole day..

i really don’t know what’s wrong with me again..

Nobody knows who I really am

I never felt this empty before

And if I ever need someone to come along,

Who’s gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?

dooku de iki o shiteru toomei ni natta mitai
kudayami ni omoe dakedo mekaku shisarete tadake

(Somewhere far away, you’re breathing in, and I want to become transparent
I was thinking of darkness but I was only blindfolded)

inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsu
asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

(I dedicate a prayer and wait for a new day
To your side of the brilliantly shining sea)

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don’t give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

hito no kokoro wa utsuriyuku mukedashiteku naru
tsuki wa mada atarashii shuuki de mune o tsureteku

(People’s hearts go fishing, they eventually want to sneak away
The moon in a new cycle accompanies the boat)

And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore
When will I see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I’d feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along,
I will follow you, and keep you strong

tabi wa mada tsuzuiteku odayakana hi mo
tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de ume o terashidasu

(The journey will continue even on a calm day
The moon in its new phase accompanies the boat)

inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsu
asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

(I dedicate a prayer and I wat for a new day
Until your side of the brillinantly shining sea)

And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

Unmei no huneoko gi nami wa tsugi
kara tsuki e to watashi-tachi o sou kedo
Sore mo suteki na tabi ne, dore mo suteki na tabi ne

(I row Destiny’s boat, the waves come one after another and they attack us but
This too is a beautiful journey, it is all a beautiful journey)

by Rie Fu (BLEACH ending song #1)

sorry it took a long time 4 posting them..

afternoon sun

human-dog island (wat i usually call it)

mangoes (from the tree near the beach house’s veranda)

sunset view (i have 10 pics of this view)

mamang mely’s house in San Antonio

me and my dad,,ahihihi

my couz (bea)

i didn’t post all..

i’ll post the pics as soon as i get home at cavite,,
ryt now i’m still at quezon city.

i took a lot of pics coz its kind off
memorable..

especially with all those things i missed back home..

it was so peaceful there,more when we were at our
family’s beach house at the Pundaquit,San Antonio’s beach barangay…

the house was at the far  back end of the beach and was near the
mountains, so it was also kinda creepy at nigths.

i didn’t want to get sunburned so i only swam during sunset.(between 5pm-630pm)
also to see the beautiful view.

i also planned to swim during sunrise(5-6am) but i couldn’t wake up that early..
it was so comfortable at the bedroom,though i had to share it with my cousin,

the time was trully worth it..

i’ll really post the pics..

angela>> signing off..